Ya, uh, the following load of crap has been modified form its original version and formatted to fit your screen.

Please if you value your time and life, do not read. This is not supposed to be a reverse-phsychology thing, I really do mean that I do not recommend you reading this. However, if you wish to hear a bunch of excuses for my little near-death experience, then go ahead. There is nothing stopping you.

Unless you're self-preservation instinct is yelling at you right now to just go to another more intresting activity, but heck, how many of of trust our instincts anymore?

Hey, long time no see, hear, read ... whatever, take your pick.

We've been working really hard *cough* on the third page of HumAnimal and it has finally arrived! The last journal I had also apologised for my slow work, and I must do so again. And probably will in every other journal I write on here.

Reasons I find for the few and far between uploads:

1: ...

Kay, I just had a list of about 5 reasons and I can't remember them at the moment so I'm just gonna ramble and we'll see how many I find. I think one was because of school, but that doesn't apply now that school is out for summer.

Second might be something like general life. I know, it's dumb for me to say I need a life too when I hardly put one into my characters. Uhh ... well, it is summer so I've been trying to keep up the thin threads of friendship with those from school which means I go over to one (only one) persons house practically everyday. Soon though, that excuse will be rubbish since her boyfriend is coming back to town in like 2 days, meaning I'm going to try and avoid the pair of them as much as possible. Lovey dovey boyfriend girlfriend crap is not my
thing.

*warning, ramble add on ... do not read if you value your time *

It's bad enough I have to hear about him all the time, it's worse when I have to be stuck with him all the time. She just say's it's because I'm jealous and want her all to myself, this may be true.

Wow, any of my RL friends who read that will probably be spooked, but I've figured it out (i think) ... I hate it when my friends have friends cause then i get left out. Wow, selfish. Self-centered and everything else. I know. But I get tired of being on my own sometimes cuz I get bored and I hate being bored cuz bored + hyper = talking to yourself which is appearently a sign of insanity.

OMG, I've become my father.

Anyways ...

RAMBLE OFF (for now) CONTINUE READING (if you dare)

Second reason continued ... I've appearently signed myself up for a come as you wish, I guess part-time, volunteer yourself if you have a death-wish welding job with my neighbour in his garage. Ya... So sometimes I go over there but that only started in like the last week, which doesn't excuse an +2 month break in pages.

Moving to my next excuse.

I think this one is more a reason. Not an excuse. Difference? Not much.

I've got commitment issues(Wow, wait t'ill I get a partner and they hear that). But nah, really. I can't focus on something for a long period of time. I might have a mild case of ADD ... But really, I can't keep my attention on something for the straight 10 hours at a time .. i gotta eat at somepoint and I typically get dragged off somewhere else too.. at which point my concentration is broken and i don't get back to it for another 8 weeks. Last journal I apologised for a 2 month wait, then started working on the page. I would've had it done that weekend (no joke) if I hadn't gotten pulled away on the second day of staring at the monitor. Thats when the focus broke, and thats why its been another month and a half. Hey, 6 weeks, not 8. Heh.

Uh, the next one may take even longer .. I dunno. I've gotta sketch it up and my minds just been drifting away from the world of Roric the past few weeks. I haven't drawn in about a month or two, not even doodles. The only things have been one project for art, and a second picture I did up yesterday. I might be pulling back into it, but I dunno. I haven't even doodled which in itself is scary. When I try it looks cartoony, and I give up cause I'm a semi-perfectionist. After the sketch I'll have to colour it, which has just been working out for us hasn't it? By the time I sketch it up, it'll probably be school again *headslam* and so theres that to deal with once more, cutting the times to colour in half and so likily doulbling the waiting time.

I predict about half a year before the next page. Lets see if I meet that goal or not.

Omg, I'm looking into the future for half a year at a time now. Thats so far away! My life could train-wreck in the next few weeks for all I know! Days! Depending on when I finally set up a sleep-over! And I'm sitting here, measuring time by how long it'll take for the next page.

I need a life.

Actually, I think I need sleep.

Sorry for wasting your time with this, but your the one who chose to read it.